Tesla - In a Hola Again lyrics

Don't want anyone to know Who I really am so they'll never see All the things I hide behind these precious walls I built just for me So if they look into the windows of my soul All they're gonna see Are my eyes starin' back And not shattered gla** or the broken side of me 'Cause I'm so afraid to show my darkest secrets I keep them wrapped in chains And locked up in a place where no one goes But I'm sure my insecurities will give it all away I'm heading fast straight for a crash and burn For me there is no shame (I'm going down) Back in a hole again (Deep under ground) Back in a hole again (Where no one's around) And I don't need a friend (So safe and sound) Back in a hole again I'm finally back of course behind the mask I've always worn for you To distract you, since I couldn't face the fact That someone ever knew That all I am is just some smoke and mirrors And a gun pointin' back at you And you to catch me in the act of this I know it would be through All these years I've lived in fear, that you would find out Just exactly what I'm made of Or what I'm really all about And it would k** me just to see you Point your finger and hear you say "You're one of them" and this I could not stand So I'll be on my way (I'm going down) Back in a hole again (Deep under ground) Back in a hole again (Where no one's around) And I don't need a friend (So safe and sound) Back in a hole again (I'm going down) Back in the hole again (Deep under ground) I'm in the hole again (Where no one's around) And I don't need a friend (So safe and sound) Back in the hole again Back in the hole again