Tapestry - Dark Shade lyrics

I feel condemned to die lonely will that ever change? I cant let anyone in anymore Because my past wont fade My mind frets unprovoked Repeated in the rhythm of a clock So I keep my walls built up Just to get knocked down again When I lose my head Abandonment is all I've known So I wont try to stop you when you go I've got a burning desire to be a man that never leaves to be a little bit kinder to myself when I'm in need never taught, never saw what love's supposed to be I've got a burning desire, so teach me Growing up in separation My colours run straight to grey The stories I've lived, are often painted With a dark shade Cause no ever needed me I've always been Disposable No one ever needed me I've always been left to suffer on my own I've got a burning desire to be a man that never leaves to be a little bit kinder to myself when I'm in need never taught, never saw what love's supposed to be I've got a burning desire, so teach me Teach me how to love cause I have given up I've lived a life left abandoned and misunderstood Teach me how to love cause I have given up I'm just trying to be a better man