Talking To Turtles - I am in numbers lyrics

The days I talk that noisy machine Cold hands, cold feet Right through it to be clean Weak after weak, right through things to be clean Tired of these days but I need it anyway What a sh**, come back my bill of life Cause it's so long ago... it's so long ago How do you know, when I'm alive? I don't know Cause it's so long ago... it's so long ago I am in numbers, I can borrow your breath I am allowed a lot to do that In a few weeks I feel fine. You were hopefully forever mine Love you all, my dear the most, oh what a luck You were saving me from breaking up What a sh**, come back my bill of life Cause it's so long ago... it's so long ago Would you please turn around my bill of life, or just give us some Please just give us some Don't you know you feel like a wrack Cause all I can see is your ugly, dirty back What a sh**, come back my bill of life Cause it's so long ago... it's so long ago How do you know when I'm alive? I don't know Cause it's so long ago... it's so long ago... Welcome back bill of life Now you are gone You look better than before You're going glare Cause I've got a new friend And for this one I'll care