T-Stoner - f** Up lyrics

[Hook] Cause I've been a f** up my whole damn life There ain't too many things that I've done right And maybe one day I settle and gonna get a wife But until then I'm just livin' my life Yes I'm just a f** up, yes I'm just a f** up x2 I've f**ed up [Verse 1] Real deal thoroughbred used to have a life of crime Graduated now they pay your boy just to write a rhyme My best isn't enough so I tend to not give a f** Only got one life to live and I reckon - I live it up And I'm a dog, griding to keep me on the leash Listen y'all, inside it's all lies and little peace With world full of bonies and f**in these different kind of people I guess it's sad to say, there's a necessary evils This girl is in my ear and she's begging me just to leave All the sudden my ability to think is leaving me And I know I'm f**ed up and I know I ain't livin' right But tell the truth y'all, I may never get it right [Hook] Cause I've been a f** up my whole damn life There ain't too many things that I've done right And maybe one day I settle and gonna get a wife But until then I'm just livin' my life Yes I'm just a f** up, yes I'm just a f** up x2 I've f**ed up [Verse 2] It's only homies callin' me, man I swear they like to talk Treat 'em like me texts now, all I do is write 'em up Finally got a going man, I finally got a budget But wouldn't a got it if my attitude was not rugged So I'm drunk all out in public, stumblin' in oversteps It's ten in the morning and I ain't been to sleep yet And I'm still drinking, I got a meeting right around noon Walking in with shoey and I'm high as a balloon Woah, I can't believe it I get paid to write songs I've been never wrong/right but I've been right/wrong Take me out in public, I'll embarra** your a** I'm a real deal piece of american trash [Hook] Cause I've been a f** up my whole damn life There ain't too many things that I've done right And maybe one day I settle and gonna get a wife But until then I'm just livin' my life Yes I'm just a f** up, yes I'm just a f** up x2 I've f**ed up [Verse 3] Dark rooms and long nights, them really long nights We've been doing wrong things lately but it's alright Grew around the sinners that just really want to win So everytime I get a chance, f** I'm going in There's no need to pretend, f** it let's go again Refuse to leave a conversation with an open in I've never been a bully, I bully bullies in back My mind's scatterbrain that isn't fully in tact Forgive me how I talk, I might come up progressive But just speak direct when you speak in my direction I don't wanna talk circles to pretend to be friends I'm any day away from jumping off the deep end And meanwhile my career, they say it's blowin' up Everytime I drop a track, now them people going nuts Meanwhile this life is can of worms and it just opened up Finally get rid of all the f**s that tried to hold me up I got a publicist now, man I've been loving it But I don't think she really knows with who she's f**in' with Cause I when I get f**ing rich, I bet I'm gon' f** up sh** Get on interviews and I bet I say the dumbest sh** Bet the record label hates everyone I'm runnin' with I'mma blow wall for bunch of money for the f** of it Hey, look I needed this, sometimes I just need to vent This is therapeutic music, every verse are we on it [Hook] Cause I've been a f** up my whole damn life There ain't too many things that I've done right And maybe one day I settle and gonna get a wife But until then I'm just livin' my life Yes I'm just a f** up, yes I'm just a f** up x2 I've f**ed up