Swellthy - Who Am I lyrics

[Verse 1] I said I look into the mirror like damn this is it? Got damn a n***a sold his soul to pay his rent Life ain't picture perfect, need a white picket fence And a ride or die chick by my side in my defense I'm getting calls from my brother Man it really gives me life Otherwise I'd be thinking about ending this sh** tonight Work my a** off sh** ain't really going right Said my music and my family that's my only kryptonites Damn I hit it twice, even though I said I'm going to quit n***as say that all the time, but that don't really mean sh** Still gathering peaces of all of the remains Of all my past confidence and all my past pain Everytime I think about man it makes my heart strain Why does something tragic go along with our gains We can't even win without taking an L My moms go through divorce, While I'm going through hell Eyes Blood shot, perpetuating tears Destroying my inner soul for these unsung years Scared to admit it but my sub-conscious know That's probably why I'm always sitting in my comfort zone Zone, zone, zone [Chorus] Who Am I to Judge Me Myself and I The only person that showed me love Yeah, Yeah, Yeah Who Am I to Trust Me Myself and I The only person that showed me love (In my Zone, Zone, Zone) And I ask, and I ask, and I ask, and I ask Who Am I , Who Am I, Who Am I, Who Am I (In my Zone, Zone, Zone) X2 [Verse 2] I do my own thing like I'm supposed to n***as talking sh** like I know you Asking for handouts like I owe you Now all these n***as think they k**ers, no Tofu Ever since a youngin' been on my grown man They say you're not alive, you're not your own man I've got these expectations, from my old man But my Father don't know I've got soul man That's why I stay coolant (coolin') like a radiator n***as not your n***as they some f**ing haters They want me to succeed but I can't believe Because once you're making cheese all they do is leech If they're trying to sustain (stain) wash them out with bleach Trying to gain my trust, but they're out of reach And I just want my moms to proud of me While praying to the Lord looking down on me (eh, eh) [Chorus]