Suburban Riot - Exile In Blue lyrics

There's a man on the last bus home I straddle on with a face of stone Each step like a move of chess To the torn red seat where the man addressed: "Tell me why you gotta sit down" "Cuz if I don't I'll be standing around" "Well there's a seat that's bare to the bone" "Well, sir, I don't feel like sitting alone" There's nothing I could really say to you, that wouldn't be a lie And all these things I get myself into, I couldn't justify And last night alone with you, my reasons felt so right But when I woke up ten years through, I saw the dead street light She asks why I can't sleep I lie thinking bout where I'll be She comes and sits beside my head and tells me "That's just time gone wasted" All the nerves on my hand are dead, from hitting on my empty head Shaking out any words to say, but nothing comes out but a blank page There's nothing I could really say to you, that wouldn't be a lie And all these things I get myself into, I couldn't justify And last night alone with you, my reasons felt so right But when I woke up ten years through, I saw the dead street light This is just too much, it's something I can't touch Right there in front of me but, I can't seem to get a hold I think it's alright, to go and join the fight Cuz that's the way that I am, looking forward endlessly Welcome to the show, sitting there first row Can you see me? Can you see me? This isn't just a ploy, to sing about a boy Who needs direction or your, sense of balance on a beam Where I'm going I don't know And no need for someone to show You think that I'm not strong Give me two good reasons to end this song