Stona - Milestone lyrics

I know I'm no Eminem or Hopsin And my life is full of sin Wondering when did all this hell begin And it begins with me Hurting the ones i hold closest to me Not knowing why I do what I do, but I'm slowly getting the clue I just wish I knew before it was to late, now Im stuck with only this hate for myself I'm no longer pretending everything will be fine I'm sorry I say all you do is wine Your feelings Im not denying It hurts me to watch you cry And scream to my face that you just wanna die But I'm not goin lie I know I hurt you I lied to you I mentally used you and abused you I pushed you into things you didn't wanna do And now you wanna go All you tell me is no I've turned into a monster The old me is dead in the bottom of a dumpster I don't know why I have so much aggression But now I have to learn my lesson There's not going be another session You keep going down this path Your soul will face hells wrath Come on dude just do the math I know your trying to make a change f** everyone who thinks your strange Your not the derange, they are! Look how far you are! Now it's time to get you're life back Time to stand and show the world you got nothing to lack And just brush them haters off your back You know you can write sick a** raps On the verge of making your first video game You can't quit Everyone's about to know Your name See your game Go get your fame Never have no shame And when your done, change the game So it will never be the same Your sk** is hard to match Make a milestone so hard for Everything mother f**er to catch