Stephen Kellogg - The America Song lyrics

Well I live in America And here is how it lies Underneath my pillow Are plans that God pa**ed by She said it'd be all right If I had to walk away The greatest view is from the edge It's always been that way And I'm becoming, beautiful So much harder than I thought It only feels like losing now I guess I'll understand someday. She opens up her pain Becomes serene If I could slip this vanity That's how I'd like to be. Cause I'm staring at myself As I'm Staring at the earth It seems so unfamiliar The way that things once were And I'm becoming, beautiful So much harder than I thought It only feels like losing now I guess I'll understand someday. If I could be alone If I could be with you I would stop a point and blame Even though it's true And even though I said it, It feels like just like losing anyway And I sometimes half regretted it, But I never ran away Cause I'm becoming, beautiful So much harder than I thought It only feels like losing now I guess I'll understand someday. But if you're becoming beautiful, It's gonna be so much harder than you know Then if you feel like you're losing now, Then I guess I'll understand someday I'm told I'll understand someday She'll understand someday. I guess I'll understand someday.