STEPH RAPZ - Never Knew lyrics

[Verse 1:STEPH] Never knew it would hurt so much to see you with someone else,you left me torn apart now i can't seem to find myself,just the feeling of being gone has left torn apart .You've been gone for so long ,just no more love,there wasn't none,but now were done,so I move on,but i'm still holding on,holding on to those memories we once had,the good and the bad,all those smiles on my face but now they have seemed to fade away.I never knew It would hurt so much,to have the thought there was once us.Some nights I just sit and think how it would be If i would have left,would you have cried like I did?,I've always been reminiscing thinking of those times when i once called you mine.But these are my final words to ya I really do wish the best for you,even if it hurts,I don't wish bad for ya,I just hope you felt the pain you once cause me.But you never knew all the times I would fall asleep with tears in my eyes thinking I should just fall deep.Not ever wanting to wake up.Yeah you played with my feelings but I learned to forgive,so i don't hold a grudge.I just hope you would understand that you hurt me so bad,but i'm not gonna ask,why you just left and now your gone,but I get it,were done,I get that I have yo move on,but part of me is holding on.Holding on to everything,even if i'm so broken.But i been staying up.All these nights I reminisce,just wishing you were mine once again,but you left me heart broken .I've never even spoken,because it hurts me to talk about you,knowing your happy with another,sh** i guess i wasn't enough,cause I been doing better, I guess you was the one that wasn't enough.But your the one that left I guess you realized,you weren't enough. I've been going up,but sometimes I catch myself reminiscing,about them times we used to be happy together but it's whatever,i'll find a better person,who is worth it. I've been doing better no more crying,just smiling,i'm staying up I just can't go down,can't see myself going through that another round.No,no more rounds just going all the way up,no going down.All those pictures on my phone ,their just memories ,but i'm living in reality ,just can't seem to see,that I never knew you played with me. But i wish you the best,i don't even regret,that there was once us,but now there's none,I'm not holding on,i'm letting go,hope you realize i don't need you no more