Steph Lacroix - Past & Hopes lyrics

Yeah,Its my life In my own words,listen up Verse 1 Have you ever bein in love soo much that you'd k** your self for her Not an expression,no, just a comment why did i go out with her It pisses me off when they know that there at top of are heart And they just wont talk or they just talk to pisses uss off And you wanna k** everybody that talk and touch her But it pisses me off cause there the won that turns around and give the b**hy words It always happens when you become the main source of there game But it s**s when u become the main source of there pain But Boys look there always tryna put uss in there game There always asking stupid question like"Do you like another gurl baby" "No babe,I dont like another chiky I Love You Baby" How bout i give you one underdog,then you can leave me by my self Then turn right around and go to face and give her a kiss and tell her u love her And put my hands around her and thinking and seeing my life going bye by my self Then turn right around and show her a picture and i told her Thats Slim Shady, Yeah Marshall Mathers Baby Hes the won that drove me crazy,But tonight baby Your the won driving me crazy Chorus*2 But now were gone,we carried on f** the foregone,that was the worst bygone Since i was born Ive tried to carry on on my own Ive tried to forget your name and face But i cant stop living in the past so i copy'd and paist All the foregone that we work'd on And i press'd delete and saw all the memorise fly'd on Verse 2 I keep having these memorise,Me and her kissin eachother She kept leaving without saying a f**ing! word But when she said a f**ing word it pissed me off cause it was always the same f**ing answer And she barks at me Baby your making me sad "WHY!?,Why am i making u sad" You never talk,You never talk to me i aint Glad My face glanced down With a remark saying what the f** u talking about But i look up and guess what i see Its the eyes i love starring back at me I'd hold you in my arms and never let go If i could,I want you know I would never let no one hurt you Evan tho i never bust and work you And a thaught i did alote of things to upset you,yea that's true There's no one in this f**ing world I never loved more You sweet,Your kind,Your beautifull as hell I thaught of you whenever i was going thrue hell Like when i was in prison I only hade a Love vision Me and you kissin Cause when i look at you Guess what i see Its the won and those eye's i Love starring back at me In my words and the truth baby "I Love You" So what am i soppost to do To stop my self Loving You Its impossible to do Cause i f**ing! love you Oh! wait,i think there's something in my head going through Chorus*2 But now were gone,we carried on f** the foregone,that was the worst bygone Since i was born Ive tried to carry on on my own Ive tried to forget your name and face But i cant stop living in the past so i copy'd and paist All the foregone that we work'd on And i press'd delete and saw all the memorise fly'd on Verse 3 Cant beleive i f**ing love you For all the stress you made me through Evan when we were going out peoples were calling you Thats soo f**'d up cause i adore'd you And then 1 month later me and u were through That dissapointed me cause i adore'd you Now back to the how i forgot you I just dident think of you Or evan let my self see you Cause everytime i look'd at you I Loved You Evan tho i wrote songs about you And they werent soo romantic,yea thats true But i teach'd my self to spit you And it worked cause these days i dont love you I only like u for a no not evan i dont like you I just thaught how much stress you put me thrught But its all good now that were thru Cause i dont love you no more and so do you So lets live happy fully ever after how bout it gurl I think its good when i think of you my head swurls I loved you too much When we broked up i turn'd to dust I was soo crush cause i loved you too much Just like you haha no im just kidding i know u dident Cause i heard in 7th grade that you and france made a bet So we went out for 2 years on and off But its not realy going out we dident touch or hang out at all But i just want you to know I loved you all my heart and oucares if i dident send you some love notes They only caws's mases confusion So why dont i just go up too you and give u alote of kiss's and show you how much i love you and i take back all my diss's So that was the conclusion of are relationship I'll finaly put that ponctuation at the end of this relationship ByeBye and take care my first love I'll put this in my notebook and never forgove PS:my baby dove Good thing we broked up Cause i would'd toked that gun under my shelf Cause i would'd shot my self In the fore head to the back of my head Into the wall if i could blow a brain that far Ok time to go to sleep As the dreams comes on As i walk outside seeing my wish sara Pushing my future wish baby hailie As my wish hailie was swinging I walk right up to sara tell her how much i loved her As my alarm clock starts ringing I wake up start yawning slap my face cause i thaught i was steal dreaming then I sayd to my self i hope thats the future that my life in bringing me in Chorus*3 But now were gone,we carried on f** the foregone,that was the worst bygone Since i was born Ive tried to carry on on my own Ive tried to forget your name and face But i cant stop living in the past so i copy'd and paist All the foregone that we work'd on And i press'd delete and saw all the memorise fly'd on Stephane Lacroix 16years old Wednesday april 5th 2006 11:42pm UNDER CONSTRUCTION!