Steel Nation - Forever Wounded lyrics

Is it wrong of me to wish you were here beside me? After all that I've done to you I've got no one to blame for myself for what has come to be And yet I can't forgive me I wanted nothing but the best Then I showed you all the hate in my heart And threw your love away just like the rest Now I can't hide my sorrow, can't hide my pain Can't hide my sorrow, can't hide my pain I just need tomorrow to ease the strain Because in time all wounds will heal There is no hope for me cause I'm still bleeding I'm still bleeding! Is it wrong of me to wish you were here beside me? After all that I've done to you I've got no one to blame for myself for what has come to be And yet I can't forgive me I wanted something more than this I wanted peace of mind instead of troubled times I can't cope, lay me down to rest I've spent too many nights trying to pick up the pieces Too many nights trying to reason why These self-inflicted wounds, I fear they will not heal I pray for scars, I pray for scars Still can't hide my sorrow, can't hide my pain And I can't live for tomorrow because my wounds won't heal There are secrets that I keep for myself I can't trust my mental health To stay sane knowing the things that I've done Is a day to day battle, one that I've never won Do you think I want to feel this way? That I choose to live a life that causes so much pain? I think about you and I can't help but feel all alone Because i'm dead to you, cause you're not coming home You're not coming home You're not coming home