State Of Being - Defense Mechanism lyrics

Pulling me up by the hole of my head And my ears open up to the sounds of the violence The conflict at hand is still steadily fed As my head opens up to the sounds of disturbance It disabled my mind to another state Of subconscious, obnoxious, paralysis drive I deny gratifying impulses of hate Misdirection, perception, enabled too late I was stung by the stinging I'm bleeding from the biting I was stung by the stinging I'm bleeding from the biting anxiety Firing neurons in my head Will compel me to correct the source of disturbance Determinism makes me feel dead I have not resolved my internal abundance Of instinct drives motivation of fantasy Is punished by my social state Result of the conflict produces anxiety Formulating pressure into hate Neuroticism engulfs all Defense mechanisms call out I was stung by the stinging I'm bleeding from the biting anxiety