Startisan - Let me go lyrics

One last time I tell myself every time But always return to the scene of the crime Just like a ghost to the place where they died Cause you make me yearn to be refused You intimate hope for a life you won't choose Keep me around just keep you amused Won't you please cut me loose? I'm bleeding out slowly But you keep me alive I'm pleading for mercy But you won't let me die If you're not in love with me Just tell me so And stop reeling me in And then letting me go It can't be the chase you love cause I've never run It can't be a game cause you've already won I feel like a dog at the races Who futilely chases what's endlessly just out of reach You make me yearn to be abused You suture me up just to open new wounds And how is it I'm neither numb nor immune? And why when you call can I never refuse? I'm bleeding out slowly But you keep me alive I'm pleading for mercy But you won't let me die If you're not in love with me Just tell me so And stop reeling me in And then letting me go Why don't you love me the way that I do? Why don't you need me the way I need you? How many years have I wasted, hoping you'll change when You never will You never will You never will, forever you're just Reeling me in, reeling me in And letting me go You steal the life from me Shake all that I believe But I can't leave you no I'll always need you so I love you more than words It's more than you deserve You're stringing me along Like grabbing onto fog But all I catch is mist What little of you sticks Then you dry up and you're gone And I'm again alone And on and on it goes Forever it unfolds We're fated I suppose To always play these roles