Staind - Painful lyrics

I light another cigarette Stop to think about it Come to no conclusions Take each step as it comes Hold no prisioners except myself Painful thoughts denied Try to explain My loss of words f** you I piss upon you all My head is a barricade Filled with peaceful thoughts With evil outcomes No one understands Try to break the barrier I see no outlet No ones there to catch me when I fall Try to explain My loss of words f** you I piss upon you all