Stabbing Westward - Why lyrics

I am not here I think I've never been here at all or ever will be I feel like a place Where no one goes anymore Why can't you see that everything's broken Why does it seem that my life's turned gray? I can't believe in anything sacred When I don't believe that I am real It seems so bizarre But none of this matters Thoughts disappear, hope has died Now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here Why can't you see my need for forgiveness? The truth and the lies confused as one I can't believe in anything sacred When I don't believe in anything I am alone Locked in my memories There's nowhere left for me to hide But I am not real I've made all I am with lies Why does it seem that everything's different? Why does it seem that only you are real? I don't believe in anything sacred So, why do I feel so damned alone? [chorus] I need someone to break the silence That's screaming in my head And in my soul