Stabbing Westward - I Don't Believe lyrics

I'm such an a**hole, God I'm such a stain I just keep f**ing up again and again [Chorus] I don't believe, I don't believe That I could be so stupid and so naive I don't believe, I don't believe That there is nothing, nothing left for me You crawled into my mind when you crawled into my bed Said everything I've ever longed to hear So perfect, so alive, once inside you s**ed me dry You used me up and left me here for dead [Chorus] I crave it desperately, its a cancer eating me An addiction too intense to be denied Worthless, I'm a who*e, crawling back for more It's pathetic how I feed off this abuse [Chorus] And you told me that you loved me And I believed you loved me And you swore that you loved me And I believed Now I know it was a lie [Chorus]