Sponge Cola - Jillian lyrics

I can't explain this It's hard to understand I try but I'm lost Mesmerized by her That look will surely stay She smiles at every face, even mine But, why doesn't she see me in this empty room? Does she think about you when you do, when you do? I try to walk that same hill next to you I try to be that missing part of you I tremble as I wait In these busy, city fields I see a million stares at me Anxiously looking Finding the right time to see If that sign you're looking for, will lead to me But, don't you see what you're doing to me? Can't you see that I've been dealt by this, dealt by you? I guess I'll always do I try to shut them Blurring this picture from my head But even in the dark, you are there I TRY TO LOVE YOU EVEN IF YOU WON'T!