Splinta - Jdzmedia (plugged) lyrics

I remember sitting on my own Nobody wanna know me if I ain't got my charm on Daughter, she don't wanna see her daddy go But I gotta go out the door Gotta grind harder I don't really wanna be running up on the road Because I know I'm risking my freedom and karma Nobody can be a dad on their own Can't be a father when you're locked up in parva I don't really wanna be looking up at the sky Asking why my lifes getting so harder I don't want sympathy I just want you to know that the pain That I go throughs Pearl Harbour Don't ask me why because I don't know why But I used to look right up to my brother Till I found out he's a murderer And now he's got to spend his life in a gutter Looking up to the wrong people in life That'll lead you down the wrong path You're going to end up being who you're looking up to So make sure you're not looking at the wrong man Lord God knows I'd be out here preaching the good new Even if I had one fan I've got the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost So you know I'm not a one man gang That's why I, that's why I, that's why I I give thanks and praise to the Father I'm gonna keep doing that before I do anything else in my life Because he's my armour I know that he's real yeah I know that he is Because he came in my life and took of my drama People've got more faith in karma than they have the Lord I bet you didn't know he's karma Thinking back deeply into my past I'm lucky that I never went down Glen Parva When I'd pull a certain face at my mum she'd say stop Because you look just like your father Mummy still loves me the same way from when I was born and stepped into her arms Mummy still spending the last bit of money Breaking herself making sure we're all calm Dad I don't see you as much as I'd like to I know you're only down the road in your car 20 years old time ain't going slow I just know I love you with all of my heart Know that I'm thinking about you every single day Every day we've been apart Gonna keep on screaming I love you too until I've got no more beat in my heart Until the day that you see me depart I remember climbing them trees in the park I remember my dad leaning out of his window Telling me not to go too far Remember my grandad telling me not to be with bad mind people Because they're too fast Remember play fighting with my cousin Because he said he wasn't gonna hit me too hard Remember my grandma Dora telling me that I'm a good boy But she didn't really know I remember leaving out my front door saying that I've Gone school but I didn't really go All these memories and all this pain Just keeps on swirling around in my head In life there's always a mountain ahead But you gotta climb up or you'll drown in the mess You see this life I'm living This ain't no computer game You say you can feel my pain but you know you Don't feel the same You see this life I'm living This ain't no computer game You say you can feel my pain but you know you Don't feel the same A baby mother that wants to argue all the time That's all I got on my line And a bag of mandem that only wanna work with me when I've got something for them sly guys Where'd you wanna go what'd you really wanna do Nah that was never you that was your mind, I Know what's real and I know what's not When you can't talk to me don't say your my guy Not rolling around on the streets no more Going straight to the top little jigger bye bye From a youngster I'd never been scared of the dark But I feel comfy when I've got a nightlight I give away everything that I've got all the time So you can't call me a tight guy Persons love means more to me than a bit of money So I'm gonna keep giving out mine Feel for the rich and I feel for the poor and I feel for everybody out there struggling Stand up tall we're all children of God Open up your mouth don't let nobody muzzle it How do you think that less fortunate guy feels In the corner nobody wanna cuddle him I'm gonna go around town this Christmas And I'm gonna give them all turkey with stuffing in I remember sitting on my own Nobody wanna know me if I ain't got my charm on Daughter, she don't wanna see your daddy go But I gotta go out the door Gotta grind harder I don't really wanna be running up on the road Because I know I'm risking my freedom and karma Nobody can be a dad on their own Can't be a father when you're locked up in parva You see this life I'm living This ain't no computer game You say you can feel my pain but you know you Don't feel the same You see this life I'm living This ain't no computer game You say you can feel my pain but you know you Don't feel the same