Spilled Blood On My List Of Heartbreaks - Family Photo Without The Family lyrics

I've never been one to take things for granted But now I know what it means when they say...(never know what you got till it's gone) And it's almost gone But I'm hanging on And they're slipping Well I said "No!" But I know it didn't help Yeah I got it all back And my screaming didn't help I don't know why And I don't care how It's all part of life A part of life that I can't accept If things were screwed up then Then things are f**ed up now Yeah yeah it's not helping It's not helping me a damn bit And I don't know what kind of sick trick this is But if it means to die, I won't let them die I don't want a family photo And I don't want to be the featurette I don't want everyone else's faces blurred And mine as clear as the sky Yeah this is the first time I've cried Cause I've got a new family photo And it ain't pretty Cause the corners are cutting The corners are cutting into their faces The corners are cutting into my fingers No one ever said you couldn't burn a photo Well no one's gonna stop me Cause I swear this is the last straw And I can't take it anymore I don't know why he wants this life for me I've put up with it for a while But the trigger says it doesn't have to be this way anymore The angel says they'll be back in no harm And the trigger says.....f** it And I said f** it And they tried to stop me But they don't know what it's like for me And no one's gonna stop me I got the lighter No one ever said you couldn't burn a photo No one ever stopped me No one ever said it was a crime to pull the trigger...on your own face No one ever stopped me I don't care anymore I don't care anymore That was my last drink That was my last straw And...no one misses me Oh I wish someone was missing me I wish that I could overhear someone say my name The past tense is overwhelming But I can deal I know I'm gone Still...I wish there was someone I could have told That it would be alright Even when it wouldn't But lying here beneath you all I'll always have plenty of time to dream And I'm getting back those sleepless nights That I needed so much But always know I'm always listening For just one mention Of my name Of my obiturary