Spilled Blood On My List Of Heartbreaks - D Is For Dying And Suicide Is For Cowards lyrics

(Verse 1) D stands for dying Got tired of being depressed, got tired of crying And it may hurt a lot stabbing your own heart But someone's gotta play the part (Chorus) Yeah yeah, one second when the gun's not fired Is one horrible second living, d**h is what I always desired Yeah yeah, I don't care if you call me a coward I'm gonna commit suicide jumping off a tower (Verse 2) I was never an expert on acronyms But the special letter D always wins Makes everyone feel better Except me, cause now I realize I can't go get her (Chorus) (Bridge) Another coward everyday Wish I could tell them there's hell to pay The fire hurts so much, I'll never be OK Everyone down here asks me "What's your story?" But I never know what to say I'll never be OK, never be OK (Chorus)