Spazzy D - Find My Way lyrics

[Verse 1] She used to at least pretend like she cared Now she don't bother with fake remorse As a toddler she smiled a lot Till her father had changed his course And walked out minutes after she heard him lie Looked into her perfect eyes & told her that he'll be right back In the background she heard the cries Of her mama & realized suddenly she wanted to hurt this guy Better yet murk him, why'd he leave her with a worthless lie? But like all victims, she found a suitable hurt disguise 20 years later, it's clear she no longer hurts and cries Ever since her inner virgin died She buried deep within her any need for a perfect guy Men are all alike Her mama and absent father had all but just lost the right to tell her differently Only input is the bottom of a bottle She bottles all the emotion & promises that tomorrow She'll find an end to her sorrows & maybe joy that encroaches But till then she says this to every boy that approaches [Hook] Maybe this would work if I was different Maybe it's not worth the work we both know we not giving I dun spent a long long time tryna find my way And it's too late to find my way Maybe this would work if I was not alone Maybe this would work if I could let it go But I've spent a long long time tryna find my way And it's too late to find my way [Verse 2: Spazzy D] Really Spazzy D what do you see in me? I'm not as pretty as that girl that's on the TV screen And my booty's not the biggest that you've ever seen But you say that I'm your only and I better be Because I need you and with you there is a better me Your ex is tripping but I told her Ima let her be She only want you cause see you with celebrities You dogging beats and eating rappers like they pedigree And you got a team of girls but I'm the referee Cause if they getting outta line, they gotta step to me And I know you have a special date with destiny But tell her if I find her, then destiny rest in peace And I know she got some buns hold the sesame You lied and told me "None of these hoes impressing me" I shoulda known you were lying, man that's your speciality Nike check yourself before you ever try and mess with me You stressing me Hook