Soulidium - Jaded Messiah lyrics

Who I am, I don't know But I'm searching to find it I stand before the looking gla** But there's a jaded reflection of me I try to be, I try to see But I feel nothing but darkness To trust in lies is suicide It's just a jaded messiah The face I see is no longer me It's just your jaded messiah What this means is unclear to me But I'm trying to swallow Your damn disease is corrupting me I k** the pain with the THC I try to be I try to see But I feel nothing but darkness To trust in lies is suicide It's just a jaded messiah The face I see is no longer me It's just your jaded messiah Life reads like p**n to me A f**ed up philosophy, ah ha We're desensitized Garbage in and garbage out The man's got a lot of clout, ah ha It makes me mad, it makes me mad To trust in lies is suicide It's just a jaded messiah The face I see is no longer me It's just your jaded messiah