Sorority Noise - Fource lyrics

We lost another one today That makes more than I can count on one hand So I went up out to California To find the proper way to mourn you And I was... I f**ed up my hoodie and ripped through my jeans I started walking towards the light Not sure what that means But I think it might be okay I'll be okay Smoke a cigarette And walk through the woods Read a note my partner wrote me And found a rock tied up into a wrap of leaves I don't know what that means But I think I'll be okay Think you'll be okay Today was an off day I've had a few