Sorority Noise - Blonde Hair, Black Lungs lyrics

When you told me you were leaving Well I couldn't feel my mouth Because all I'll ever be is someone else As I watched you walk away I felt something in me change My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away So I drove home At a hundred miles an hour Just to see what it feels like to fly I crashed my car Into someone else's backyard Just to see what it feels like to die When you told me that you missed me Well i couldn't close my eyes Because I realized what it felt like to die 'Cause all you'll ever be Is a nightmare and a wet dream A reason to smile from six feet under ground So bathe me in pale flesh Promise that I'll never be good again I hope you miss me when I'm gone Because I can't hold on for too long And I'm so scared of dying alone That I'll k** myself right here, right now And I'll die