Soror Dolorosa - Scars of Crusade lyrics

I was alone and I was gone On a crusade Against the law, the power on On the distant plains And now it's done, enemies drowned Nothing remains That women cry and children suffer Is it so wicked? One morning I was awaking When the king shakes the hands The battlefield, blood of cadavers This is not worthy of prayers Is it the perspective of a huge empire? My home lays behind in a burning field Cause, finally I'm a target too My home lays behind me in a field of dust Without any prayer, any thought that I can entrust I'm just a shooting star Who cried powdered shiny tears Made of love and trust In a proud lust I remember when I was child I hold a girl on my breast And this day in the church, we kissed For a long hour This is blur and distant In my poor heart of soldier My home lays behind in a burning field Cause, finally I'm a target too My home lays behind me in a field of rust Without any page of my diary, that today turned to dust I'm just a shooting star Who cries powdered shiny tears Made of love and trust In my proud lust