Sonoak - Try Harder lyrics

Sam had said when I moved you were unmoving Though not as often lately I still find myself hoping she was joking And the necklace somehow became a token of the wasted, the past and its presence So now sometimes I go to bed Dreaming hard in my fevers, well I wonder where they keep her in the back of my head And now of course there's another, she's my poisonous bother But this time I have to see her whenever she's here So now sometimes I can hardly go to bed Cause it keeps me from sleeping Who am I to keep her? Even in the back of my head What a waste to be so scared of the next chapter I can't feel the same thing twice and so why am I trying? Gotta drive on, keep my little foot on the trigger Don't look back, stop turning around, turn off my cell and keep driving To new cities, new friends, make some new scars, and write songs Where I sing a little less, play some new chords and quit yelling It's not so bad but I keep myself sad when I'm scared It's not hard if I agree to try harder (so try harder) (So now sometimes) I can hardly go to bed When my dreaming is a threat I can hardly go to bed Cause it keeps me from sleeping Who am I to keep them? Things in their memory houses Who am I to keep them? Even in the back of my head