Snak The Ripper - What a fool lyrics

Verse: Yo I was called a called a troubled youth from the courts Before the folks divorced I used to [?] off the porch With nickels and dimes [?] Spend my nights creeping through your backyard while you sleep Tryna' take peek through your window vandalizing sh** Smoking window thinking yo I'm so discrete With dirty [?] on my feet Heartless in the summer heat tryna' catch [?] on your street With tags [?] cops knocking on my door Had me tripping with sweat dripping out of every [?] I used to call [?] for legal advice I heard Wesley used to bone a b**h named Valerie Spice I used to hate on everything except for rap and weed My momma used to tell me I was a different type of breed I can't the foolish sh** I did as a kid I can never justify the sh** that I did Hook: I just hate myself I just hate myself I just hate myself And say what a fool, what a fool I've been Verse: Yo high school s**ed I was a loner and a stoner With a [?] for disorder Couldn't get across border Dropped down grade 9 as my anger inclined Something was infecting my mind constantly to remind Me not to be like my old man with bottle in hand Go sniff another gram goddamn I don't understand But I got smarter every year Selling rock in starter year The pipe almost gave me d**h in both f**ing years I always thought that being cool was so damn important [?] that everybody else thought that I couldn't afford With hand me down jeans, no hope and shattered dreams Violent scenes, my mother screams, eating f**ing beans Nobody means to make mistakes in their lives But without f**ing up a couple times how you gon' do right Like the way that sh** turned out for me the way that it did Flipping my lid I ain't gotta' justify the sh** that I did Hook: I just hate myself I just hate myself I just hate myself And say what a fool, what a fool I've been