Smoking Popes - I Was Right lyrics

I wasted so much more than time And the one with whom I was as one Has now undone what came to be known as our love Which could not contain all that which she'd become I was flat out wrong And with both hands on the days gone by I gripped my eyes wide open Because I can't sleep at night The world is much too cold Without someone there to hold me or to hold That's the way it goes And I always thought that I would die If you ever told me goodbye But it wasn't until tonight Tonight, I found out I was right I wasted almost all my life Being so afraid to fail I hardly tried I found a place to hide I dove into you I swam around, around inside But I'm not the boy that you destroyed I'm stronger than he was I had to be to survive I'm lucky to be alive The me you left behind Is still lying there With his eyes froze open wide And I always thought that I would die If you ever told me goodbye But it wasn't until tonight Tonight, I found out I was right