SLRxFLR - "Mountain of Pain" lyrics

[Chorus] Rain still rough my heart is pounding Blank no sun ain't lost without it Hate this rush as darks surrounding these Chains won't bust when sparking doubt and my- -rage still runs this shard of counseling Straight Ill crush this tallest mountain Pain so tough left God confounded I Can't get up can't walk around it I Can't get up can't walk around it Can't get up can't walk around it Fate won't touch these hard accounts when Im Slain my blood spills awful ounces my Rage still runs this shard of counseling Straight Ill crush this tallest mountain Pain so tough left God confounded I Can't get up can't walk around it [Verse 1] As the days go by, I deal with the with the hazard choices And it seems like a waste of time, but I know that I can't avoid it Yeah i know I've got a past deployment, savage noises, everything in fragments, joyless Trapped annoyance, ambulanic task? i voiced it pa**ion poisoned I don't wanna rap my focus Scrapped devoid of, anything that's actually noted, wrath is potent when I feel the grasp it's pointless All alone on the road yeah I thought I had friends in reality I lack support my Back is folded I can barely stand when roaming, fractured broken, simply wanna crash it's hopeless Ma** devotion? Back into the trash I've thrown it, ravaged coasting cast in the blackest ocean That's the token, still don't wanna cash it, hold it...all that remains of my past reproach it's… Understandable the task is golden, flashing, glowing, bottom of the chasm, open Action woven, every single fabric stroked with, cla**ic motions, this where I've stashed the omen Maybe I'll wait 'til the day that I'm laid in the grave I'll stay with these happy notions But I doubt that it will last long I'm painting the image in a slow sad song and de- -praved of position there is no task drawn when encaged in the prison of my own black thoughts can't Wait til i'm getting changed I am gripping thinking it is making a difference same little missions infinitely Strained I can feel it pain getting bigger really it's in vain no incentive think I should quit it even if the Rain still rough my heart is pounding [Chorus] Rain still rough my heart is pounding Blank no sun ain't lost without it Hate this rush as darks surrounding these Chains won't bust when sparking doubt and my- -rage still runs this shard of counseling Straight Ill crush this tallest mountain Pain so tough left God confounded I Can't get up can't walk around it I Can't get up can't walk around it Can't get up can't walk around it Fate won't touch these hard accounts when Im Slain my blood spills awful ounces my Rage still runs this shard of counseling Straight Ill crush this tallest mountain Pain so tough left God confounded I Can't get up can't walk around it