SLRxFLR - "Belief" lyrics

I often wonder when my job is finished, will I be Gone diminished inside of a coffin chilling, or maybe Lost and drifting my soul to all across existence, see my re- -sponse is different I'm bothered by wrong intention Honestly thoughts are slipping, belief is torn betwixt it seems Gorgeous but surely this is the storm that I'm bothered with it's Logically problemistic and chronically always twisted I'm Consciously struggling though I'm formed in my Father's image See I don't toss religion, I understand that there are Many other factors choosing one will still involve decision Like many from the hood, I was raised up in the church and then Stayed through the given urge I had strayed due to false convention Maybe I lost attention, state it's an honest mention Craving some comprehension enslaved to this horrid vision Stained by my caustic diction degraded by all opinions en- -chained by this awful grip I'm a slave to this opposition Inside my thoughts I'm living, going insane I feel the Pressure to concede and end the pain I can't describe these feelings Wreck is primed condition, cold as the rain concealing Evidence indeed til I am slain I'll toss aside tradition But still it doesn't answer any questions, like How am I to blame for my ancestors indiscretions? and Should I meet the flame for merely learning any lesson is be- -lief so absolute or is there more? It's any guess man I wonder when I die will I go to Heaven the Price of my soul is precious provided in toll and credit Life it is so deceptive, within my flesh I fall to the Crime as a lonely peasant I grind through this whole procession I'm praying to the entity above that all this Doubt that I possess will soon be casted out and love will be the Catalyst to every single match that I have struck I know that Faith without the pa**ion ain't enough, I'm casted into Dust