Slowreader - Stupid Bet lyrics

Baby stained my blackened heart a bloody red Inspired by my failing sense of humor The river rose to see it's flow from source instead Of standing still, don't wait until it's Gone to wish that it was back To being what it was The mess of language picked up in an afternoon Sounds better in a language i have yet to learn The months keep dragging on but swear they'll get here soon Without a care, and i'm prepared but I already lost my nerve On such a stupid bet