Slowreader - Anesthetic For The Amputee lyrics

Couldnt save the savior from savoring If this life now hurts you, i'm sorry Can i hold a candle to enduring Taken in a way that you say Say you can feel it Refusal of the anesthetic for this amputee Cut off parts and cut up pieces Lord i know you're looking down Wont you give me the strength To cut these hands free, Cut a river through my veins Drowned out by this contradiction Beaten back from your position Comforted by some f**ing superstition I thought i could hold on with one hand But you knew i couldn't do it Refusal of the anesthetic for this amputee Cut off parts and cut up pieces Lord i know you're looking down Wont you give me the strength Pull that trigger, put that bullet through my [I] never understood Why you wouldnt want to think But now i understand perfectly Its just the anesthetic given to the amputee Cut off parts and cut up pieces Lord i know you're looking down Wont you give me the strength Pull that trigger, put that bullet through my brain