Sloppy Meateaters - Home lyrics

I sit here staring at the wall Asking why i set myself to fall Think to myself, is this my life We lie we cheat we steal we climb We beg we fall we hope we die I think, we're doing it wrong Doing it wrong I stand outside And watch the world fly and pa** me by It;s nice to look and learn but never experience The pain, the guilt, the fear, the hate The pride, the shame, of stupid mistakes We're doing it wrong I push away my past What am I hiding from Can't open up myself To the people that i love In my final days I wanna look back and know that i tried The best that I can,So i can move on To another Disease and i do believe That time is on my side, I've had fun I'll never think, that I'm alone When i hear you, I feel at home Somebody help me, hear me I'm screaming over here