Sleepfirst - Optimist lyrics

I've had a hard time sleeping For little do you know, my brain is suffocating Thoughts of you are all i know Recover and resemble, destroy what you make Prove a bad example You're heartless and you're fake Disrupt my sleep 'till I'm weak and dazed Pictures of you get lost and waste my time in this scrapbook, I can't throw away I swear on my life you'll be my last mistake I'm not sorry and I shouldn't be You threw me away, your tendencies repeat On the contrary, you're an optimist to the thought of you and me So f** you, I can't stand to see your face And every promise that you made, never took a time or place It demonstrates your youthful ways You're an optimist to the thought of you and me Disrupt my sleep 'till I'm weak and dazed Pictures of you get lost and waste my time in this scrapbook, I can't throw away I swear on my life you'll be my last mistake I'm not sorry and I shouldn't be You threw me away, your tendencies repeat On the contrary, you're an optimist to the thought of you and me