Sleepfirst - Nervous Wreck lyrics

I'm constantly reaching for something to hold onto But always left with nothing worth my own effort And my mind, it spins to the thought of what could have been My heart beats faster. I'm overwhelmed with pain You'll never understand the fear that lives inside my clouded brain My thoughts recklessly running, with no room to run And depression has never felt so real I'm anxious. Self-consciously skipping meals I'm scattered like the frame marks on the wall Try to remember the photographs we have lost I'm a nervous wreck Focused solely on negative effects Spilling words "I won't give up again", "I'll fight until the end" It's easier said than done