Ska - JOKES lyrics

HEART CAVITY FROM MY SAD REALITY, SHE HAD ME HOOKED LIKE IT WAS MY VITALITY, THE AUDACITY NOT TO NOTICE ME CASUALLY DROPPED THAT sh*t LIKE RADICALLY, I HOPE HER MAJESTY HAS KEPT THE SANITY, CAUSE IM UNHAPPILY STUCK ON YOU STUCK ON YOU NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO, CANT GET MY MIND OFF WHO RAN ME THROUGH, THEY WITHDREW CAUSE I PURSUED, NOW MY LIFE IS BLUE LIKE HER HAIR AND MY SHOS, BEEN IGNORED SO LONG I GUESS THIS IS ADIEU. YA'LL PEOPLE BE HARSE AND CRUEL, IM JUST TRYING NOT TO ACT A FOOL, AND WHEN YOU CATCH ME SLIPPING UP, YOU DONT LET UP AND I TRY HARD NOT TO MAKE CUTS, ON YOUR THROAT, CAUSE LIFE TO ME IS A JOKE ILL END IT SO FAST YOU CHOKE, I'VE AWAITED THIS LONG TO TAKE MINE, SO TRY ME ONE MORE TIME. AND I AINT FAKING LIKE YOU f*gGOTS YOU AINT SCHIZO YOU AINT MANIC AND THE HALLUCINATIONS OF MY DISEASE, PUTS ME ON MY KNEES, CAUSE IM TRYING SO HARD NOT TO LEAVE YOU DECEASED. THE PAIN I FEEL IT GROWS ON ITS OWN AND THE FEELINGS I GET WHEN IM AROUND Y'ALL MAKES ME WANNA BREAK RIBS AND CRACK SKULLS. AND THE SCARS ON MY ARMS THAT RUN UP AND DOWN THE BELTS AND NOOSES THAT BROKE TO THE GROUND THE GUN THAT WENT CLICK AND THE PILLS THAT MADE ME CHOKE LEFT ME HERE ON THIS EARTH THATS WHY MY LIFE IS A JOKE.