Sister City - Big And Small Words lyrics

I dreamt that everyone I love was dead And I wept; when I woke up, my pillow was wet I know who is in control I start slow, but speed up as I go But oh no I don't ever listen But oh no I don't care enough Sometimes I don't believe in what I wrote I should know better but I still don't I know who is in control I start slow, but speed up as I go But oh no I don't ever listen Oh no I don't care enough I've come to see the savagery In open jawed hypocrisy With sunken eyes and calloused feet I'm tried and I'm bored I've always seen the tragedy Complacent in depravity Catastrophe and apathy And other words that rhyme like that Like cat and hat and sat and fat I am only useful if I'm self contained But oh no I have always listened Oh no I care far too much