SINIMA - Understand lyrics

(Hook) So look straight into my eyes Tell me the truth and not lies Now I understand Now I understand To good to be true our worlds collide Tell me the truth and not lies Now I understand Now I understand (Verse One) Well every single time that we talk it's the same It's always ending up with you walking away There's allot that I say that I've got to contain And I'm staring at my phone will you call me again I don't blame you if you won't cause your right But I bet a couple things in my life that if you don't That'll probably be a bigger mistake and if I trigger my fate Then I'll be staying here while you go But I pray to myself on the nightly Cause I don't really got no one to pray to it's frightening Please self clean up your act and change your ways Otherwise a razor blade looks enticing Right on top the cake is the icing i had you And I ain't scared to flaunt you to anyone who wants you Now anyone of them has a better chance then me And I can never be there to stop you I got you and id buy a rock to And I'd weigh your finger down like a anchor to land You could never more cause that diamond is huge I don't play around it'd be breaking your hand We could live our own life in a big house But instead I wigged out and ruined the plan See we could live our own life in a big house But I let my big mouth go and do me again So what are we to do well it's true I don't got to speak for you cause your options are vast But what am I to do without you I'm confused I'ma lose and I'm not gonna last You were everything that I needed and strived for Everything I hoped for and everything I want You were everything I thought I could possibly go for And everything I had is now everything I lost (Hook) (Verse Two) Well every single time that we talk now its different You don't want to talk and I'm lost so I'm drifting I painted a picture put my thoughts in a vision But nobody would ever pay the cost of forgiveness Now I've gotta pay the price Because I can't take advise or listen to insightful wisdom Well now I've gotta break the ice Because I can't save a life to life within this life I'm given And its painstaking I stay awake in the night While I'm thinking about all of the things that you taught me And how it would of helped if I learned everything That I know now right before the day that you got me I probably wouldn't of screwed up you know that You don't really care cause you've moved on now And I'm lost in the darkness cause my shining star is gone And I'm betting that my moves gone now And I'm stuck I write stupid songs that I never release I lease beats with my cheques when I'm getting paid Sometimes I even put them on the radio stations That you never listen to anyways Remember back in the day when you complained That I never wrote a song about you well you ran off Now depression is invading my creative output I only write about you and I can't stop Goddamn it's ironic I stand in a Cosmic collection of the planets and comets Panhandling give me what you can Cause I lost it all cause I can't handle a promise Goddamn it's ironic I stand in a Cosmic collection of the planets and comets Panhandling give me what you can Cause I lost it all cause I can't handle a promise (Hook)