SINIMA - Life's a Trip lyrics

[Verse 1] Lost my energy, like a blockage in my chakras So emotional in thoughts of self, with that I couldn't prosper But I realigned my posture and now i live life proper Hypnotized, with eyes on prize, I live my dream like I'm big poppa It shocks ya… I know, but man, it shocks me even more How I switched it up and reach for heights I never thought I'd sore Took a risk for something more, never fading to a bore Explored in my mind and found a gift that could allure Fans, friend, some haters, maybe turn friends into traitors But the one thing that was greater was I was no imitator I'm myself and I'm creator; of my realm - I'm dictator So don't get all agitated or I'll serve you all like waiters And cook up rhymes - my cuisine, for hot bars - I'm a fiend Had to raise my courage first, inject some self esteem Dreams – kept me going when I wasn't real Now I share those thoughts with you through music y'all can feel [Chorus] x2 Life's a trip – you only get it once, never twice So I'll take a risk, pursue my dreams and claim a better prize I won't sell my soul, for comfort or your safety Cause I don't know the day the reaper's gonna come and take me [Verse 2] I tried to be the guy I thought they wanted… I concealed The man I knew I was, I left him buried deep and sealed ‘til that breaking point, without a hope, I faced my fears That had held me back and trapped in that depressive state for years So call it my mission, to switch the human condition No inhibition, with intuition, listing hope through all of the wisdom Where predispositions, we give an incision and an omission Samskara - all repetition, has been unloaded and now it's forgiven I'm living… within a higher frame of consciousness Every action has reaction, evil has a consequence No one is anonymous, we are not autonomous We play our roles together, no one's subject to a dominance Ha, and I know it seems like just a fantasy But can I be the man who somehow makes that our reality Family's the core where love is unconditional But find that love for all and you'll be closer to a miracle [Chorus] x 2 [Verse 3] My father told me once he tried to k** himself and nearly died I still remember - I sat up that night and really cried Couldn't understand how one would try to take their life Especially when you had a son and daughter needing him to guide So I tried to show the light to him; heal his pain and pressure Never knowing what it's like to suffer in that state - depression Was it a disease or just a call for more attention? Or - just a burden manifested by his stress and tension? But I found the comprehension when I felt that pain myself And realised it was disconnection from my higher self No chemical could set me free or put my mind at ease It's just I just needed to connect with god and find that inner peace Please - it hurts me just to try and write this But I need to do this, so no kids will ever do just like this Suicide's no answer you must stay right here and fight this Realise that you're eternal before you fade into the whiteness [Chorus] x 2