Sims Beats - Proud of Me lyrics

Tell me that you're proud Say like you mean it You know I need it Tell me everything I want to hear I'm feeling insecure Planed my future for the fall But I'm still unsure Sometimes I want to go Some days i want to stay Ever since you came Things ain't really been the same Liked how you were different Told me to put my dreams first Trynna skip a day job Ain't no time to rehearse Been reminiscing on the past I need to reverse Starting finding happiness when music was my main source I've been eating skip the main course Went from the stands to balling up on the same courts As the artists that I was watching growing up They think I'm close to being done But I'm just starting up See I can never give enough I can only give it all I've been waiting for the moment that i finally get that call Half of it is timing Myself is who I'm finding Just tell me that you're proud Even if it ain't the truth Tell me that you're proud Say like you mean it You know I need it I've been caught up in the motions Losing my emotion Hold myself together with these notions ain't no potion for the life As a kid I was left out now I'm only right The ones that made life hell Got me here despite that I learned to fight back and never take their Trynna go from being broke to being the one that's fixed In the crowd is where I'm midst They hoping that I miss But When I play I'm like Lebron i never need a**ists Likewise I'm never missing heat Used to talk my music up And Now I let it speak While I'm being honest I will tell you what I think I can never say this but I hate to see you drink That's just on my mind Couldn't say it to your face If I could there'd be memories Id erase Still I'm searching for myself Trynna find my place In the end I hope you're proud of everything I made Tell me that you're proud Say like you mean it You know I need it