Silence - Phobias lyrics

I lost it all And I don't quite know how this began And it's sinking in It's got me thinking again about my past And how I let it all slip away I can't believe that in the end It's what I f**ing became I know that I'm fed up I've had enough Open my eyes Open my mind I've lost it all And I don't quite know how this began And it's sinking in It's got me thinking again Recognize what's real inside Decipher between your heart and your mind Selfish disease I'm pleading to let go of me If it's not real Then why am I so stricken by the thought? It's got me thinking again It's got me thinking again in my head Selfish disease I'm pleading to let go of me My mind scares the living sh** out of me I've been losing grip on my own reality Opened up to the dark side you see I'm done living under your oppression [2x] Inside what lies behind The aesthetics of reality Why don't you just f**ing recognize what's real inside ? Decipher between your heart and your mind Let's go I'd like to take a second to stop and thank all you motherf**ers That stood in my way Recognize that this is the last time You act like you're above me I f**ing know that I'm fed up I've had enough Open your eyes Open our minds [2x] I've lost it all And I don't quite know how this began And now it's sinking in It's got me thinking again About my past and how it all slipped away I can't believe that in the end it's what I f**ing became Get up