Silas - Here With Me lyrics

[Verse 1: B.g. Bene] Nothing lasts forever, and when it rains it pours Just know that when I knock on heaven's doors It'll be forever - what am I writing you these letters for? They only color my pain, while my gain is just blank A sheet of paper - what do you see in people's eyes? When I see that they ain't really got no true, true disguise They keep holding the world accountable for their own failures But there's a lesson that I learned when you can't cope with the mirror Am I just speaking to myself? Am I just a shell of my former self? The way I see it, we don't see eye to eye On the brink of losing hope - naw homie, this ain't no joke ‘till it's too late - yeah, you just sealed your fate Dark clouds keep on turning up, overshadow your path The longer the lines, the stronger the deprivation Naw homie, this ain't no invocation [Verse 2: Silas] Nothing lasts forever and when it rains it pours Just know that when I knock, on heavens doors It'll be forever, what am I writing you these letters for They only show you my soul but you don't even care, huh I can see it in your eyes, I can see right through your lies I can see that your whole identity's just a disguise I can tell even though you never really thought I could And you done stopped caring even though I never thought you would So I keep, keep going ‘till my legs give in And you keep, keep, keep showing who you've really been All this time, never saw it coming never thought that it would happen Otherwise I'd sent you packing, now I'm trapped in This maze I built myself, insecure and helpless With no way out, no escape plan, dark clouds mark the days end All the voices in my head - today I think they win Always here with me, so I guess I'll have to be patient