Sierra Swan - The Ladder lyrics

I've been spending so much time Growing scared and weary All the days are falling behind me Round and round and up and down My damn head is spinning It's as if someone else is steering I have wasted so much time Holding back just to stay in line I've been walking down the ladder Remember when you're young Remember how much fun Remember when I was so damn crazy And nothing ever frightened me I've been getting sadder With each step of the ladder Yesterday will feed tomorrow So today must brighten How I wish it was that easy Oh, just to find how you're growing stronger While sacrificing everything you wanted Just because you stopped believing Somehow I misplaced it all With [Incomprehensible] I've been walking down the ladder Remember when you're young Remember how much fun Remember when I was so damn crazy And nothing ever frightened me I've been getting sadder With each step of the ladder Gee, I'm happy Dancing amongst the things that scare me Putting my hands into these pockets I find And gee, I'm willing To pa** away these guilty feelings Putting a footstep in this time of my life Oh, I have wasted so much time Holding back just to stay in line I've been walking down the ladder Remember when you're young Remember how much fun Remember when I was so damn crazy Remember when you're young Remember how much fun Remember when I was so damn crazy Nothing ever frightened me I've been getting sadder With each step of the ladder