Sickening Horror - This Cold Funeral lyrics

As I watch the darkest pages of what seems to be the so-called diary of my mind's reflections the only relief is I'm turning breathless to walk by the seashore of self-rejection This cold funeral - Revel inside My cold funeral - Vanishing light Sudden loss of something I never owned but still consider it as one of my personal belongings Obliged to welcome the strange guest I've always disliked in this feast of illusions This cold funeral - Revel inside My cold funeral - Vanishing light Conceive the ending Conceive the potential of nothingness Everything's said and everything's wasted It's like a virus, can you feel this? Everything's been incinerated It's something absent, you can't k** this Everything tastes like desparate dreaming You're left outside a frame that's bleeding Everything's more than anything counted You're shallow inside to conceive it Finally I understand the poem which seemed to me weird Everything's said and wasted and everything's wasted It's like a virus, can you feel this? Everything's been incinerated It's something absent, you can't k** this It's like a virus, it's something abscent You're shallow inside to conceive it