Shorebreak - Around lyrics

How hard it is to get this out How much of me is empty now? You left with everything you need But I think you're forgetting one thing You turn your back and walk to leave I bite my lip and grind my teeth I choke on air trying to breathe The lack of you consumes me But distance is growing out And I can't breathe cause you're gone now (You're gone now) You're never around You're never around You're never around Tied up and down I guess I'll just drown You're never around When you're alone in bed do you Think of who was under you? Cause I drown myself in substance to Forget that I can't forget you But you've got better things to do And I'm still here in my room Replace me with new faces I'm still here