Shawn Martin - They Say I'm Troubled lyrics

I'm a lost hope but I won't let them get me Drench out the fear of the other life out of my dreams They will not catch me while I'm asleep I hide under the covers hoping not to be seen Away from the fire so I cannot wake the devil up I rise to awake to the evil grin upon me I look around and notice something isn't right here I'm here but he's not, oh, where can he be? And they say that I don't know what I'm doing But I know in my head that they are confusing Because they know how far I'm going to be going They have it in for me and they say I'm troubled And they say that I don't know what I'm doing But I know in my head that they are confusing Because they know how far I'm going to be going They have it in for me and they say I'm troubled The other side of my head is lost in a cage with no key to be found Shackled up with no where's to go or a place to hide Awake now but soon you shall sleep in the fire Turn yourself in and the innocence of I shall be damaged I am the true one of the two but your madness will criminalize me The cure is around but it's harder and harder to find it But in the end will it matter, for they say that I'm troubled? And they say that I don't know what I'm doing But I know in my head that they are confusing Because they know how far I'm going to be going They have it in for me and they say I'm troubled And they say that I don't know what I'm doing But I know in my head that they are confusing Because they know how far I'm going to be going They have it in for me and they say I'm troubled Darkness rises and you slay upon those I love You dirty and sick criminal how could you do that to them? Enraged in myself it sickens me to a messy vomit beneath me It's you who needs the help I was fine before you came along You aren't in control of me anymore it is I who makes the choices Drugged me to releases the darkness that is you I wish wasn't there That doctor was only helping me Deep Can you see this? Dismantle the bodies Just tell me why It's me who is getting punished Just please back off Get the hell out of my head And they say that I don't know what I'm doing But I know in my head that they are confusing Because they know how far I'm going to be going They have it in for me and they say I'm troubled And they say that I don't know what I'm doing But I know in my head that they are confusing Because they know how far I'm going to be going They have it in for me and they say I'm troubled