Shatterfly - Love Dies Eventually lyrics

Yesterday I watched my dreams fade and die Soon they turn into darkness and I am taken within the fire. Burned down and Left here in this barren land. I will never learn to Adapt. Waking up and I feel so desolate. Feeling weak; I'm sick and tired of Love I wish someone still loved me Ask me to smile , but the smiles are fake. Difficult to live a life I hate. Just say the words and I'll go away. Even though you meant so much to me. I'll go blind. Hope to see another day without having to see your face. I think I'm Fallen from grace How much do you hate love? My life has finally died and my world just came down. It's the words I hate most and the dark clouds covering me. And the blood freezing in my veins. Dear god give me novacaine to stop the pain. It always rains in my life, but now nothing seems right. Take eighty pills for the thrill. As of now; Everything could end... So asphyxiate on the words... I hope you choke...