Shape - Exist lyrics

[Verse 1: Shape] I'm too old to die young But this was fun I done some 30 Ds And Jesus ain't my hero I'm just trynna live till 33 But if I make it, father Maybe I'll forgive my father Settle down and Have some Cs I teach to walk on water If I could start this over VHS and press rewind I'd focus less on s** and d** And stick with s** and wine Still a success to climb But exercise just ain't my habit I'm more like adderall and whiskey over [?] and acid Feeding d** like feeding cabbage to a rabbit Plus I'm rascally I get nasty on these beats I means I keeps it rashy They keep on asking for that new sh** Say they got to have it But would they give a kid a dollar for [?] I ain't mad it's just that getting taxes got me breathing heavy Maybe it's the cigarettes, or maybe I ain't eating healthy I dream I'm wealthy So of course I'm sleeping in Of course I'm hitting snooze That's like a nightmare creeping in, and I've been sinning since the first sin from the bible Got me wicked And I drink until I over flow this pot I got to piss in Cause I'm not about to listen to no lies that come to rig me I ain't a healthy self as sh** I finna get my [?], man [Chorus: Shape] Never fall in love Never have no kids Never take a groupie to the same crib where you live Don't ever be the snitch and if you is don't be no b**h When you lying in a ditch, and your blood begin to drip That's why you never trust the pigs Always plead the fifth And if you copping off of me don't say my name I don't exist If you cheating on your man I'm just a ghost, I don't exist This world is cold as sh** You live in it, you don't exist [Verse 2: Shape] Some depressing sh** I wrote when I was getting drunk alone I should've watched the throne but I was busy watching Game Of Thrones I'm going crazy just taking it home, making songs And hoping there's still time to f** these b**hes later on But later on I'm acting anxious, maybe something's wrong I'm popping Xanax like candy corn just to keep me calm And on and on then feed me [?] just to keep me gone Me energizer burn me up cause it's like 3 in the morning Until I'm yawning, so dope I'm nodding This ain't the problem You at the top before you [?] This drink's for Asim Probably thinking that we all forgot him A lot of friends I had is gone, got to go on without them And now I'm here and I've got existential funks, I'm funky I said I'll never fall in love but that don't mean don't love me This will be fuzzy when their belly full but they still hungry And you will blame the d**, I'd rather blame the country [PreChorus: Shape] Because f** the president b**h, f** you, and f** you paris I ain't the laundry In a month I'm on some f** these areas I am to drunk to give a beggars f** about what I'm wearing Looking all bummy on the sofa, I'm like I hope they scare me [Chorus: Shape] Never fall in love Never have no kids Never take a groupie to the same crib where you live Don't ever be the snitch and if you is don't be no b**h When you lying in a ditch, and your blood begin to drip That's why you never trust the pigs Always plead the fifth And if you copping off of me don't say my name I don't exist If you cheating on your man I'm just a ghost, I don't exist This world is cold as sh** You live in it, you don't exist