Shadowcast - Near Life Experience lyrics

When I sit down and think about all aims in life When I walk out and breath in all that's being derived When my eyes start sensing among the things to come Then I wonder why I often keep on going wrong If I supposed there was some kind of outer form If I opposed all dogmas being inside the norm If I kept telling that everything seems like a lie Then I could say that I'm - feeling alive! When I raise up my hand reaching out for some good When I try to compete and don't feel understood When my mind keeps trembling of some inner fear Then I wonder if our end could be anyway near If I chose to reject from all the things yet to come If I instead let go all moods that made me overcome If I never felt some regrets and if I never let loose Then I could say that there are still things - I have to chose Come closer, step further and listen to me There's no solution but a suggestion, the key? I don't have a message, there's no instruction To handle yourself and to prevent destruction And I know it's an experience that you chose every time Collecting thoughts and being so amused Take it all away Impressions will always stay Don't want to take it back Science evolving Progression dissolving