Sha Stimuli - The Garden lyrics

The creator made a sacrifice So man and woman, meaning you and I could have a life Adam and Eve they lived in a Paradise But didn't know So they gave in to their appetite Then had to go And they looked back at it and they saw what they had there Some days I do that with my past years I think about the future I get mad scared I'm looking at my present I get sad Where the hell am I taking y'all? I'm here to embrace you all Barack woulda never ran if he was afraid to fall Wish I kept playing ball Sometimes But I accept that I made that call Dumb rhymes Got me popping, getting paper dog, yeah it was taking long But Time is just a magazine One day I'mma make it on Every time you play my song Something happens I don't know This is not just rapping A martyr is speaking My bars are leaking, you the target I'm reaching You gotta recognize the garden of Eden Keep watching If the finish line appears far Seems like your reign ends where the tears start Don't let your eyes get puffy, Puffy eyes worship money Put Faith where your fears are And that's the part of the reason you need to recognize the garden of Eden The other day I took my moms to the hospital Arthritis in her spine Paramedics had to get her out the bed And I just watched her crying, yelling out for me and my brother Still can't get the vision out my head Cause I was wishing I could take her hurt away Even though I know at the same time I'm going through some monetary surface pain I know that she wishes she could take mine To stop being pa**ive and complacent I would trade places with a patient For one whole day and if I make it I would be somebody different don't you hate it When you say you got an issue and someone else has it worse And y'all start having a battle trying to see who Satan cursed? “Yo my sister just got cancer.” “Oh my auntie had it first.” “Well my son is still in prison.” “So my daughter died at birth.” Damn Never will it halt though This ain't conscious rap I just make thoughts flow I know it's hard to believe in But look around dog the garden of Eden is right there I say as long as you breathing You might find something close to that garden of Eden I hate talking bout rap in my raps when I rap But Sometimes I get reflective on a track and I start telling people where I'm at, what I been through Why I'm great, truthfully I'm sick of that But Stimuli is confident Only thing is he's vulnerable on some honest sh** Most likely he has issues in common with you Dwelling on your problems instead of peeping your accomplishments Yeah it happens Pardon my preaching, and correlations to the garden of Eden A dead horse I'm beating But most days messages that I'm reading say ‘Sha you helped me out with life So I keep providing light My father left but I know who my Pops is My cousin's s**m donor just dropped his Then my boy with the fam that he loves That he thought was his blood just found out he was adopted But they love him no less I would go and visit cause they life is so blessed But he can't see it, I probably wouldn't either I ain't Nas but I go from God's son to throwing Ether Either catch it and receive it or toss it and just leave it You comparing me to people that ain't even in my league And we ain't on the same page, we ain't in the same book I'm the bible Them dudes is novels, please look Then listen, then stop, but not in that order You can wake up, top of the morning I hate to do this to you You subconsciously seeking for something better duke The garden of Eden is right here It's right here Stimuli huh